Wednesday, June 9, 2010

In Manaus, Brazil


Hey y'all! I've been here in the city of Manaus for a few days now. So much has happened- I've been on input overload! ha- taking in the culture, language, and rhythm of Manaus has been great. I can speak like an illiterate 3 year old, but I'm not mute- so that's good. I love where I'm staying- Sarah couldn't be sweeter! I've been learning even more about the logistics of running a missions sending agency. Meeting more people every day :) I got to go to a Brasilian church service, and - thanks to Sarah's translating the sermon to me - heard some definite TRUTH preached by a 1/2 Brasilian pastor who attended SouthWestern Baptist Theo. Seminary!! haha, small world! We got to talk about Texas :) But then they stopped speaking English to me for my own good (cultural immersion), so I'd get more acclimated. Ha- culture shock set in a bit when I couldn't communicate. But then a sweet girl my age who wanted to speak English broke the agreement and we talked. But yes, Portuguese is all around me all the time. Learning, learning, learning :) We also went to a waterfall and got to swim (it's not Amazon River water, so it was safe). It was beautiful!! God is preparing such beautiful work for the river next week. Until later...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Arrival

I'm in Manaus! :) This is my "I made it; I'm alive" update. Woo!!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Travel hiccups and God's protection

I'm at my gate in the airport :) I've met some interesting people- airports are the best. Ha- a kid was runnin' and face planted right next to me. It didn't even phase him- awesome. Anyways, just lettin' y'all know I'm headin' out soon. My flight was delayed about an hour, so we'll see what happens. God's in control!
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Due to electrical storms in ATL, my flight from DFW was delayed, making me miss my flight from ATL to Manaus. So I was able to reticket for tomorrow, Saturday, and go home for tonight. To reiterate: God was definitely in control. He watched out for me. Check it out:

My parents and I bump into an almost middle-aged man at the check in kiosk and exchange some friendly banter and jokes. Later, as I'm standing in the security line, the same man is behind me. After a bit, he smiles and asks me where I'm going since I have a passport in my hand. I tell him Brazil. He says, "Ohh, you're gonna love it!" I ask him if he has been there. He says, "Yes, I've gone on a mission trip down there with my church (Northside in ATL). Why are you goin' down there?"--ha, I was pleasantly surprised at that bit of irony from the Lord.-- I tell him that I am doing mission work as well for Amazon Vision Ministries. He was happy to hear it and we chat about the Lord's plan, how it's so much better than the one we have for ourselves, and how we daily have to be like... "Oh yeah, Lord, You're in charge, not me." He sees my parents standing ahead by the outside divider of the security check and says how sweet it is that they're makin' sure I get through security. He then tells me he has a son that's 23 and a daughter that's 21. He says he'd be doin' the same thing for his daughter. We soon realize we are probably on the same flight to ATL.

My inevitable thoughts of, "Ok, this man might be borderline creeper," are pretty tame since it's such a public place (the line was long), my parents are watching, and I think he would have witnessed to me right there in the line if I hadn't said I was a Christian, haha, which is awesome! When we get to the security workers, he tells my parents that they have a good kid, tells them he has a son the same age, and my parents and him joke about his son and I meeting. So my creeper suspicions are further calmed by him joking with my parents. We part into two separate security lines 'n say our God blesses and see ya's. Then, I say bye to my parents, get through security, wave the last, "I got through," wave to them, and head to my gate.

I sit at the gate for a while and meet some more interesting people like a couple from China, a man who hates his iPhone, a mom with an adorable 10 month old, and a woman who praised the Lord when she got on a flight on standby after waiting since 5:00 am! Then... a Delta employe announces my flight's delayed an hour. After a while of being caught up in my book, my head pops up-- Wait... if this flight's delayed an hour... and I have an hour layover in ATL for my flight to Manaus... hmm.. this is potentially not good. Then it's announced that my flight's doubly delayed (a bit paraphrased). It's final, and confirmed by the 'desk lady'- I'll miss the connecting intl. flight to Brazil.

Trying to sift through possibilities, with no cell phone to call anyone since I didn't want to bring it to Brazil, I go online to ATL airport's website. I find that my Manaus flight is unfortunately on time with no delays in sight. So I write down ATL's customer service number. Startin' to stress out, I mumble under my breath "...Ok, Lord- You're in control. Please work this out." Turning to my gate, I see the same man from the security line sitting where I hadn't seen him before! I walk over, make eye contact and a reciprocated head nod, and shyly ask if it'd be alright to use his phone really quickly. He says no problem. After he sees that I'm a bit stressed/out-of-place/still standing there, obviously insecure about using his phone, he says, "Have a seat. My name's Steve by the way." I say my name, sit down, and explain the situation with my flights. He sees I'm dialing the ATL number and says, "Oh, you need ATL airport? Here, I'm a platinum member. I'll getchya through."

All I could do was let out a sigh of relief and say, "Wow. God will protect His children."
Steve chuckled a bit and agreed.

After taking the phone, he calls ATL and explains the situation, finding out any information he can about possibilities of getting me to Manaus. Then, he lets me call my parents and update them. Heh, he asked to talk to my mom after I did to introduce himself, explain why I was using his phone, and probably assure her he wasn't a crazy with alterior motives. I went to the desk and re-ticketed for basically the same flights, only tomorrow. The 'desk lady' (what are those people called? attendants? Idk) was super nice and considerate. I thought I'd have to be standby- but nope, guaranteed seats! Praise the Lord! She squared everything away, I thanked Steve, told him my parents really appreciate his helpin' me too, said my see ya's, got my luggage, and waited for my parents to come back to the airport.

No flying through lightning storms, no creepiness on the part of my helper at all, no getting stranded, no sleeping in the airport, no arriving in ATL and finding an absent flight to Manaus. God calls, protects, guides, and provides- gotta love the body of Christ! Not that every situation will work out smoothly in my favor, but this one strangely did. I think God used Steve to reassure my parents even further in how they can trust that I'm in God's hands. I was also really encouraged! God's plans really are so much better than my own. So Brazil, I'll get to meet you soon! :)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

As I'm getting ready to leave for Brazil, I'm reading through Acts with a Bible study called the "iGo Challenge" (igoglobal.org). It's an incredible 10 day study designed for someone's last 10 days in the states before leaving on a trip to share the gospel overseas.
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(The gospel is that God created us (humans) to be with Him, but we rebelled by going against His instruction and followed Satan instead, God's enemy. So, we (everyone on Earth) are separated from Him because of our rebellion, or sin. Although God still loves us dearly, He is also just, and He cannot "let us slide" when we're living in sin. He is perfect, pure, good, righteous, noble, etc- and living in sin is living against everything He is. It's living as His enemy as well. So in this state, we're destined for judgement for our sin and the penalty of eternal separation from God. The Bible says we're dead spiritually because of sin. BUT, the good news is that God provided someone to save us from this death: Jesus Christ, His own Son. Jesus lived a perfect life without sin, but yet was killed by men and died a sinner's death. He did this to pay the death penalty that you, me, and every person on earth deserves for our sin. He died for it so we don't have to. Then, God rose Jesus from the dead to show that Jesus had defeated sin and its death- and is the only One who ever has. If anyone hears this, believes that they can't save themselves from their sin, and trusts Jesus' sacrifice to be their only claim to salvation- they are saved. They can defeat sin's death through Jesus' resurrection and be spiritually alive! And when they are judged by God, they can say something like, "I trusted in your Son's sacrifice for salvation from my sins. I've loved Him ever since!" This salvation takes away the penalty of separation from God and grants them an eternity spent WITH God. Jesus paid my death penalty, and now- although life is hard and I still let sin entrap me at times, it doesn't have any grip on me that I don't let it have. I'm alive in Christ, not dead in sin like I was. This is the beautiful, urgent message I live to tell others! It is joy- not always comfort- but irreplaceable joy.)
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I'm on day eight today (crazy! The trip is only two days away.) The study was on Acts 20:17-27 when Paul is saying goodbye to the Ephesians before leaving for Jerusalem- where Paul knows he'll probably be imprisoned for sharing the gospel. He's leaving these people, who he's literally poured out his life to for years- to follow God's guidance to share the gospel in Jerusalem, where he might very well die. So it's an emotional scene to say the least. Check out what he says:
"And now, behold, I am going to Jerusalem, constrained by the Spirit, not knowing what will happen to me there, except that the Holy Spirit testifies to me in every city that imprisonment and afflictions await me. But I do not account my life of any value nor as precious to myself, if only I may finish my course and the ministry that I received from the Lord Jesus, to testify to the gospel of the grace of God." -Paul, Acts 20:22-24

Wow. I'm praying for that same Christ-centered focus. As I think about it, if Jesus, my Savior, lived a simple life on Earth: poor, often hungry and homeless, hated by so many people because of His message, loved by a few, beaten, and killed on a cross (wikipedia crucifixion- it's absolutely gruesome)... then why do I even play with the idea that my life will be safe, comfortable, and risk-free? It's so hard not to waste my time chasing after 'my own life'- keeping it all in perspective. I fall on my face in this so many times into materialism, anxiety about the future, wanting my own desires my own way instead of asking God what He has for me. But God is my strength and focus! That is so much easier to type than to live. But every time I read the Bible, there is strength, focus, guidance and everything else I need to live it out! It's amazing.

So if you're a fellow Christian, please pray for me to have this focus as I leave. I'm PUMPED for what God is already doing in Amazonas! I'll keep this updated as I can (probably not as long of posts though- ha!)