What has God done in my
life this semester?
October 23, 2012- Tarleton BSM- I Am Second Bible Study
I’m Elizabeth Casey, and I am a
first semester graduate student here at Tarleton. I am going for a Masters in
Agriculture. To lay out some background on who I am, part of the I Am Second
Bible study material asked me to write out the story of how I changed by
becoming a Christian. Well, I trusted Jesus as my Savior when I was six years
old, and I know that that was when God led me to become a Christ-follower. So instead of a before Jesus and after Jesus
story, I decided to write out the story of something that has been a struggle
for me throughout my life with Jesus. I have regularly struggled with anxiety
about my future. Since I was little, I wanted to have a plan of action for my
life. I was deciding on where to go to college when I was in the fifth grade.
I’ve always been driven in school, and I put a lot of pride into where my good
grades would get me one day.
Then in highschool, I had a youth
pastor and a group of Christian friends who told me to look to the Bible for
guidance in my future. They said to pray and wait for God’s direction. So I
started doing that. Since then, God has refocused my perspective on the future.
He brought me from chasing what I can gain out of life through my planning and
my performance—to how I can give up everything and serve peoples of other
nations. It doesn’t make sense. God sent me overseas on mission trips, lead me
to attend Bible college, and then here to study agriculture so I can help
people with their crops and livestock while telling them about Jesus. That was the story I wrote out for I Am
Second.
During this
semester:
God has been constant throughout all of
the change that goes into moving to a new city and starting a new program at a
new school. I got my undergraduate degree in a mixture of Biblical Studies and
Anthropology. I was neither a member of FFA, nor did I grow up on a farm. So
needless to say, this has been a semester of many academic firsts for me to say
the least.
But He is so good.
I was expecting to be looked down upon in my classes since I don’t have an Ag
background, but that didn’t happen. God actually
connected me with a couple of Christian professors who believe in what I want
to do with my degree overseas. They are now guiding me in my classes and even
enjoy introducing me to things like driving a tractor and setting up crop
research. Being tested over ruminants, insects, soil chemistry, and
agricultural statistics for the first time in my life has been overwhelming at
times. But God has refreshed and
affirmed my decision to study here.
People look at my life
and think that I’m good. A girl I worked with this past year would call me
Mother Theresa. And some days, I’d believe her. I start thinking about what I
want to do with my life, and think that I really am a pretty good person.
But this semester, God
has humbled me! He has shown me that
I have very little to do with my life. I love, because He loved me first. He
saved me. He matures me in His word.
He has sent me overseas. He broke my heart for people of other
nations. He planted a passion for
science in me and has provided the means for me to study here at Tarleton. He connects me with people who love
Jesus and encourage me in the faith. I can’t take credit for anything. All I
really do is try to cling to Christ and daily prove that I need a Savior to
guide me. So this semester, God
continues to show me that the goals I have for my own future are not meant to
be a reflection of me, but of Him and His work.
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